itch

My skin's still itches!

I'm depressed............

I'm reaching obesity, I mean I seriously look pregnant.

Gahhhhhh~

It's February already!

volleyball, anyone?

I managed to get myself in the volleyball club again... Pn Shahlawati is such a nice nice nice lady. =D

Anyway, several servings had made my right hand went....

looks like some hand of a chubby baby

it's really painful, ok... T_T

Compare it to my left hand (which is also quite big and gigantic)....

Wah, looks thinner than the right one!

and i wonder how the guys made it seems so easy...

PA tee advertorial 2

Okay, since we need to put the school logo at the front of the PA shirt design and also to get the shirt to be either WHITE or BLUE in colour..... I had to get another design to make the teachers happy...

I'm not taking any false credits here.....

Designed by, Kimberly Lee

Okayyyyy. So, state your choice, but I'm sure most of you will take the really darrrrrrrrrk shade of blue since it's near black anyway. I think the logo makes the shirt looks weird but the back design looks better. xD

So, any orders?

you sneaky little thing

hohoho, i couldn't resist it, i seriously really want to put this photo up...



Hahahaha. So cutee...


Anyway, since I had his photo put up, I shall just blog about him. He's my little baby brother (though he hates me to call him a baby, who cares anyway, he's 8 btw), Zhen Hong.





Mainly, it will be mostly photos in this entry as I took quite alot of him... hence, this entry. xD

I wonder when will he come across this site and gets mad at me....

-_-'''' oh well...

Zhen Hong, if you ever read this, you must know you will be always my baby brother! Kwakwakwa.
At least Yin Yee is worse than me, wrote so much bad stuffs about her jun hao/ jun wei (aiya, one of them la). GAHAHA!

Yin Yee smacks Khai Sim....

"Owwwwwwww......"

lovers' month

4 more days to February... when valentines day's in it.




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Nope, I am not having any treats this year. To think of it, I never had one any year. To make things simple, for me, I am like one of the women who waits for the perfect man...

Yeap, something that would never happen... No guy is perfect.

I think I'm seriously the one with the major problem...

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Roses are red.
Violets are blue.
Whatever.

if all else fails, fall in love

You all should read Jia Huey's blog.

She got plenty of really meaningful stuffs in it. I mean it. I mean, I REALLY mean it.

I quote her these, which meant really much to me... or perhaps, those words are just what I felt, but couldn't arrange them into words. She helped me had them done in words. Maybe she felt those too.

My friends,
They ask me what i see in you
I tell them i don't know
But the truth is i do
I just don't want them to know
Cuz i'm scared that they will fall in love with you too.

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when life gives you a hundred reason to cry
show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile

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don't find love ;
let love find you
that's why it's called [falling in love]
you don't force yourself to fall
y o u. j u s t. d o

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Good Friends help you up when you fall
Best Friends laugh and trip you again.

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and one last thing I wanted to say, other than advertising Jia Huey's blog...

Tell her you love her, boy. Before she moves on...



Because I already did....

new skin, pretty?

I changed my blogskin and had used 2 hours searching for it and editting it. So...

How's the end result?

I know it's nice la. Kwa Kwa Kwa.

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Okay. Life's really stressful now and I have been thinking of going for a counselling session, just that I chickened out. Maybe when I really get too much of life, then I shall go. Endless homeworks, tuitions everyday, duties, activities......

Argh, sometimes I just can't take it.

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MSSD's over. We won 1, lost 1 (referee's mentally disordered, so we actually should win. I'm not being an ass, but I really mean it. She's nuts up there. You see, I got pushed, but I got fouled. Crazy, no?). So, even. Missing 3 days of school isn't sweet and easy like last year. Missing even one day of Form 5 can be meaning that you've got 3 pages of moral essays, grammar, add math, math, rumusan, physics notes, chemistry notes, missed accounts lessons with plenty of exercises, etc etc. Serious!

Even worse... Most of them need to be handed on the very NEXT DAY!

Deadlines.... deadlines.... deadlines......

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My skin's still ada problem, Lord, HELP ME! Cure the skin of mine. It's getting really itchy! AHHHHH!!!

My head hurts these few days. Stress.

Pimples! Stress.

White hair. Stress.

Brain malfunctioning. Stress.

Sleepy. Stress.

All caused by stress. HMPF!

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Haih...

are you having a semi-charmed life?

at least...

we won today's game.

=]

Congrats to both DJ girls and boys basketball teams.

it ends tonight

monday's the game.

My teammates seem to be quite non-enthusiastic about it since we lost the first match. I do not want to say anything about the first game, the guys keep thinking it's us who screwed it up. Even there's bias happening in the game, they think it's bullshit. I'm quite fed up with some of them already. They keep thinking they are always right. This match, i do not think we lost, my teammates and i played fairly and at our best. Even we are not the winner for that game, i know we are still winners ourselves. To think we were champions for last year zone level, this isn't fair.

but, even if we lost, i really wanted this team to stand up again. I do not want any cursings, it is still a game, we just have to play our best, do our parts, stay as a team. We are sisters, no matter what is the end results, what matters is how is the effort we inserted into it. I do not know if any of you will read this, but no matter what, don't give up. We will make it if we believe in ourselves. It's not about how skillful you are anymore, we can play this game, all we need is confidence, spirit and trust. It's too late to train now, just play that game like we play any other time, what Tee Seong said may be right, just believe and be confident, and your shootings will be accurate.

So, are you ready? Cause I am.

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Ok! Life is so busy now...

Trainings, tuitions, missed lessons, unfinished homeworks, duties, mssd......

i don't know whether I'm doing the right thing now or not. Gah~

'hitam'-y(Yinnie, Kim, Ee May, ZhiLin! xD) made me finished the name list in a day, crazy man. I had to stayed up till 3am to finish it. To think my post as a secretary almost got canceled, all the hard works gone man. Good thing there's still sense in my chem teacher. Or perhaps, maybe it's a good thing she's my chem teacher. So, I still am the secretary, but now with Yi Shen as assistant, *kwakwakwa*, I will bully him into doing more than me. Jolly jolly. xD

geez, really stressed out already. i hope the monday game will go well.

"Teams don't emerge unless individuals on them take risks involving conflict, trust, interdependence and hard work."

-Katzenbach & SmithReal-

MSSD in...

... 3 more days!

Gahhhhhh~~

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Getting that new blue jersey, yayyyy!

and, imma getting a new bag, since my old one rosak liao.

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Homeworkssssssssss, here I come. Dum dum dum. -___-

KL marathon, anyone?

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That 1st meeting of CF for this year (yes, I have bring myself to join CF to seek what I truly believe in), Wen Jo had told me she saw miracles in CF... I might not see them yet, but I hope I will.

Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and shew thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not.

Jeremiah 33:3

PA tee advertorial

OKAY. I'm back for a mo, miss me? I don't think so la. Anywayyy...

Designed by, Qixiang

See? I'm not taking any false credit la, some more kena him scold. Not I ask alot also, is alot people ask me ma, so I ask him la. Why scold me some more? Haiyo! Don't help me print nevermind lor, I find other places la, don't want fan you d la.

Now, to the point.

Advertorial for SMKDJ students

Now you know who is the designer of that shirt, doesn't mean I did not do anything for this. I am the mastermind. Kwa kwa kwa.

Finee, this shirt was meant to be printed for Mr Phang as his retirement only. [shhh, do not tell him, it's a surprise!] But, only to print one, it will cost me alot.... unless that person is trying to con me. Ah, whatever. So, to get a cheaper price, I set a plan to get these shirts sold to the school.

BUT, these are the P.A. Crew tees, Michelle had pointed out that it means the person wearing it is one of the members in the P.A. crew, which equals to authority. So, what I think is, I shall only sell 10-20 (depends on end results of discussion from the official members of PA crew) to the early birds, first come first serve. The others will be sold to the P.A. representatives of clubs from SMKDJ, any clubs, CF, Kerjaya, Leo, Interact, Setia, English society, Taekwondo, KRS, Choir, Scouts, blablablabla....

The approval is still pending though, but if you want it, you can contact me now... but, I could not guarantee if I could manage to get the teachers to approve though. I will try anyway. So, once I get the approval, you get the shirt, if not, you still got nothing to lose, right?

The price range so far is rm12 - rm18. I will give you the definite price after my MSSD basketball, which will probably end after 2 weeks. So, you just give me the order la, the week before Feb, come and cari me to get to know about the price la. Ok? Leave a message at the spam box or comment to ask anything or to make an order, phone/sms me also can, my phone on 24/7 wan. If I'm online, can message me also la. msn address : happy_271190@hotmail.com .

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! End of second week of school liao. 4th day I jatuh sakit pulak, did not go to school. Haih. SPM pressure. Gah~

If it isn't for MSSD, I don't think I get to go to the park also. Haih.

Tuitionssssssssss, Homeworkssssssssss, Trainingssssssss.

Not complaining, life is still good. I've got a mentee! She's good too. I've got a new crush, he's good too. Hee.

Anyway, should I go for CF camp or not?

Just dropping by...

I don't really get it, but when I write, tons of ideas will just appear in my head; but when I blog, it's different. I couldn't really get what I really want to say down into words by typing, which eventually gets myself quite dissapointed at the result of each entry. Too bad I'm just plain lazy to retype, I mean, I don't think I will read my past entries lor. But, when it comes to writing, it's a different case. Perhaps I'm quite different than most of you out there, but I'm just speaking out my truth.

Anyway, first day of school's okay. I just realised, after this day, there won't be any first day of school for me in SMKDJ. It hit me in full blast that Form 3 and 4 students are going to see us as seniors, just like how I acknowledge the Form 5s last time. Geez.

By the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOON WERN!

Haih. I'm just dropping by for a quick entry since my dad's giving me a 15 minutes time length to use the computer. Having 2 tuitions later on, gotta get ready now anyway. So, toodles.

Did you have a good first day of school?

School's reopening...

...... TOMORROW!!!!!!!

Sob, I'm not ready for school.

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Kai Yee stole my jersey number!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want number 7! She took 7!!!!!!

....... and now I'm 12. *WAILS*

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Haih, just got myself some new tuitions, hence the new timetable. I ensure you that you wouldn't like to see it, the timetable ain't a pretty sight. Pretty much, my schedule sucks, BIG time! But, going tuitions means new friends, probably. Meeting new people is fun.

Argh! No more basketball in a whole week, except on Sunday! At least. Or having books staring at me the whole week might just drive me nuts!

Oh, AND.... No more internet, unless there's excuses. GAHHHH~

2 parts of my life just partly vanished. I feel so empty now.

Plus, my sister's going to Form 1, so guess what? I had to stay back till 7pm in school if I could not find any transport, so it will make life easier for my mum. Haih. Ever since that maid ran away.... Life's so much different. Not complaining la actually... I mean, I like changes. But, getting used to it, it's kinda hard.

Not forgetting, house works!

So, people, this is MY spm life. Am I loving it? You be the judge. So, be sure to enjoy it when it's your turn!

HoHohOho.

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By the way, this will be probably my last entry for an can-be-labelled-as-an-active-blogger. I'm going to leave this blog dead for who knows how long before I blog again. Which means, I will still post entries, so don't forget http://khai-sim.blogspot.com !!

Oh yea, about the gathering? Go check out Wei Zhen's blog at my link. I hope she did blog something about it.

2006

This point of moment, I looked back and realised that I learnt alot in 2006. One thing I will treasure is being exposed to the knowledge about basketball, but the ups and downs being a newbie in it, the sudden reasons from my parents to stop me from continue playing, getting into the school team and got champion for zone level in MSSD... Basketball taught me about team spirit and also got my stamina really trained up, me getting 6th in Merentas Desa might be just luck or whatever, but still an accomplishment, I never know I can get that far, even last year's Merentas Desa I walked all the way without even care to run.

Anyway, basketball also really got me into sports, which also influence me and Yin Yee on joining a sports event in Sports Day, it didn't turn out good, but it's an experience I will hold. My parents, for one thing, don't really like my change in this year I guess, being out more often for basketball, and getting to go out with more new found friends, I think they prefer the quiet loner I used to be. I hope they actually can understand basketball means alot to me, I do not like my old life, I do not want just to make everyone happy, I want myself to be happy.

I got into the PA crew, the sound system of my school in 2006 too. I learnt more and know more people. Chu Ian is actually a nice, funny and friendly guy. Andy, being short as he is, *ahem*, is still really nice. I got to know Izwan and Izzat better, and not forgetting Dinesh, Aaron, Fikri and Ganesha.

In 2006 too, I got to know Yin Yee, and Justin. Eventually, they got to know each other too, and you know la, chemical reaction occurs... Hahahah. Other than those 2, I knew alot of people, I learnt to understand more, I knew most of my old friends' true colours, I learnt to forgive. In this particular year too, I had been thinking about my own religion, I am kind of confused, I believe and respect all religion, which makes thing even messed up. Like what Yin Yee said, grow up and find what I believe in. I guess I should do that.

Alot had happened in 2006, things will go on. Goodbye, 2006.

... and Hello, 2007!

What WILL happen in 2007 are quite tremendous, I'm sure. SPM, Exams, MSSD in January, Grading for Taekwondo to be a black belt, More pressure at home [thanks to that maid who ran away, do not trust that agency man, arranged d wan, if we only can get proofs!], and being a senior in school......

Oh, well. Look at the present is the best to produce the future, so what will happen later is that I'm going to The Curve after a good night sleep for the 5th Standard 6K in 2002 gathering. Glee! xD

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Jeremy's moving... No more funny trips to Pasar Malam, and I will do miss him. =/

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And on Dec 30, Encik Mohd Merah, a really nice diciplince teacher from our school, passed away because of a heart attack. Geez... to think I saw him the day before, looking healthy and happy.

Rest In Peace, En Mohd Merah.