singing the sighs

I don't give a damn.

Why should I help you when you never did anything when I need help?

I tried to please people I am fond of.

I grew so tired of it.

Yes, I am rude. What are you going to do with it? Huh?

Just because I refuse to help as I could not be in the position to, equals to rudeness.

I don't give a damn.

say it in my face

Okay?

I understand that you may be worried that you might hurt my feelings, but I backstabbing is worse. If you have anything bad to say, please confront me instead.

This is something I wanted to say like a really long time ago. So, I'm just putting it up now. Goodnight.

final 5 Meranti outing

Date : 28th May, 2007 (Monday)
Time : 7pm
Venue : 1Utama, T.G.I.Friday
Subject : 5 Meranti class dinner

HAHA! Vi Iyinnnn!!

Was wasting my time around 1 Utama with Wan Ee, Charis, Vi Iyin and Ching Fay since it's still really early. Walked pass a rollerblade zone and watch people rollerblading. I was saying that I wish I could learn how to rollerblade too, and Vi Iyin pointed to a guy and said "Neh! Ask him to teach you! He damn hot summore wei." All of us stared at her cause she said it in quite a loud volume.

Oh well, that guy is still kind of cute.

Collected the birthday cake and went to T.G.I.F. Were the early ones who reached the restaurant along with Michael, Juanne and Jessica. Were browsing through the menu to occupy our time while waiting for the others...

Ching Fay :)

Then, Ee May, Chi May and Jia Huey arrived...

Ee May - Wan Ee

Pui Yee - Chi May - Ee May - Charis

Around 7.40pm, most of the 5 Meranti humans arrived...

majority of 5 Meranti-ians

Tuckee Tuck Lee - Kenn Quan

Ordered food, filled our stomach, fattened ourselves with desserts... and start taking photos xD

Liyana - Me

My wife xD

Mel - Me

Kenn Quan - Me

Geez, I look so so fat. *weeps*

Mickey Michael Loon - Me - Tuck Lee - Shi Qiang's hand

CicakShi Qiang - Me - Fay Fay - 1/4 Vi Iyin's face

Hahahahah, Charis purposely tried to not get Vi Iyin's face in the photo. Evillll. xD

Michael - Me

Michael - Kenn Quan - Cicak

Tuckee - KQ

Ee May wants a picture too, but I was still busy taking photos for the guys. So, she went...

Bah! Nevermind!

There! *Glee*

Fay Fay - Aisyah - Me

My wife again xD

Meet Ryan Wong Fei Hung Fong Lake Hung! He's too bloated to take a decent photo. -_-""

Ryan - Me . We look retard. -_-

Charis - Ryan's fingers

Before the cake cutting ceremony, I proceeded to take photos with the birthday girls.

Me - Birthday Girl 1, Charis

Those attention seekers behind, sibuk! Joking, joking...

Okay, a better one.

Me - Birthday Girl 2, Juanne

The cake came, we sang.

Chocolate Indulgence

Meniup lilin

"Come, I hold your hand. We cut nice nice ah"

"Nonono, I hold YOUR hand!"

Don't you dare put that cream on me!

HAHAHA, RYAN!

As the other table opposite to ours was celebrating a guy's birthday too, Ryan was being ignorant and closed his ears. Funny human.

-_-

Vi Iyin had such bad cake cutting skills...

Ryan said that it got bombed. LOL

After settling our bills, we strayed around 1Utama...

Emo Kenn Quan

Jowine dan saya

Oh well, the food's great, the people are great, the whole thing was great. End of story.

Sorry for the brief entry, I'm really sleepy after waiting for all the photos to be uploaded.

Byee.

eureka moments

Okay, Gene Harn Genius Hamster, I am now posting another entry larh! Can stop bugging already. Only two days and already start wanting another post, what the heck! *shakes head*

Anyway, Ouch! My legs muscles hurt, quite alot. Master Yeoh said I lack of salt, need to consume more 100 plus. My knee hurts too. Fell down yesterday in the middle of the road... *covers face*

Phew, time goes really fast! It's the second day already. Another hour, it will be the third day of holidays!

First day of holidays is a bore, had to go for tuitions still. Went for dinner with my family in Ming Tien and saw Mr Phang! Hahaha. My mum ah, always overreacting, she HAD to point at Mr Phang and kept looking at him when I told her that he's my Physics teacher. Sigh. Saw Chee Koong too, to think my sister and I were talking about his brother minutes ago.

Today was quite okay and fulfilling. Went for taekwondo practice with Li Wen, Qinmei and Jun Wen. Got tortured by them. -_-'' "Stop laughing, Khai Sim" they had to repeat that for my every giggle. I had been repeating the same taegeok for Lord knows how many times this morning, but in the end, I still could not remember how to do taegeok 8 now anyway. HAH! Lalalalala~

Qinmei and Li Wen chase Khai Sim around with a their slippers in their hands. Jun Wen sat down laughing.

Woiii, don't hit me with your smelly slippers la! SORRY!!! I WILL LEARN PROPERLY LA!

Okay???

Went to Klang with family to have lunch together. My mum confiscated all my black shirts as I was feeling emo these few days. Swt. I had to wear bubblegum colours! Gah! Spoiling my emo label. Haih. Now my wardrobe is like damn empty, I just realised that majority of my clothes are black. Worse, I have no money to buy new clothes! I need cash!

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By the way, I got an email from Taylor's already! Turns out that I will be going for their One Day in College event after all............ for now. Haiya. See first la. Sienness.

Sigh, better go sleep like what Chu Ian had been asking me to an hour ago. Tomorrow's another busy busy day!

Toodles~

over? or just the beginning?

Mid-terms just ended. Never felt so fine for 1 month already... but DON't forget, this is not the end! It's only the fresh beginning of the war of studious period! What are you going to do about it? Well, why not this be a subject we will think about... AFTER THE MID-YEAR HOLIDAYS!

HAHAHAHAHA!!! ENJOY, and HAPPY MERRY HOLIDAYS!

So, so, so... started my after-exams with abit of running after a month of slacking and fattening myself. Oh, and of course, some light reading of old Seventeen magazines, exchanged with Yin Yee. Glee! xD


Before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY CHEAH EE YEN(YAN)! Whatever la, the pronunciation is still right.

Tomorrow's last day of first semester of school, and also Teachers' Day celebration. Shall go to school, unlike some people who's so ignorant or lazy and refuse to go. LALALA~

So, how are you going to spend your holidays?

Ki ni naru noni kikenai

Sejarah sucks, max! I crapped so much, I just hope that I could just pass and make teacher happy for not flunking. Sigh. If I could just only pass Sejarah this term...

And there's Add Maths tomorrow. Holy Holy. If I don't do well tomorrow, it will mean I'm getting a big FAT 9G! Ah, life's so good, ain't it?

Well! Don't give up, so unlike Khai Sim to do that. No, there's still SPM, if only you could just start concentrating and study...

Yea, if only... cause, like I will. *shakes head*

Oh well, holidays' coming! Whee Whee Whee! I need money larh, going to enjoy but boh lui pulak. Haih. Sadness.

The prefects' camp is postponed!! Awww, that's really sad, since I won't be going anymore. Haha, damn sad hor that Khai Sim won't be there? Right, Dinesh?? I am so needed. Hahaha, self praise... Ah well, the camp happen to clashed with the Subang Jaya Run. Yes, I rather go for the run. And, Dinesh, I am not going for the certificate. You don't know how it feels to accomplish a race and win a medal. I like that feeling and I want to experience it again, not that I will get something for sure, but that marathon is just what I needed to get rid of calories! Camp won't make that happen and the marathon is also much much cheaper than the camp. So, yea... Sorry Dinesh! I still love you, Mr Hot!

Gah! 3pm already! Gonna bathe and start doing Add Maths! If I really do fail, it's still my fault for not doing constant practices. Sigh.

Oh well, better than not trying at all. Toodles!

what exams turned me into?

... a camwhore! So not me. *shakes head*

I'm still being considerate for putting only ONE bigass face of mine, in my super ugly volleyball jersey which cost so much of my fortune which I could actually use it on food and fatten myself even more. Tsk tsk. My left eyebag is huge! -__-" Lack of sleep due to Form 5. Sigh. Ah, and while I was taking another one......

Kena rasuk hantu O_O

Dah sien of exams larh... This is how my table looked like on Wednesday when I tried to study Physics and Add Maths all at once as those 2 subjects are held on Thursday, yeap, the very next day. I'm such a last-minuter, and yes, that's really really bad...

Horror of horror. To study...

But guess what? I spent the night reading this instead of studying. Hopeless d...

I got it for only RM10.00, brand new condition, clearance sale in Atria. Shiok nyeh. xD

OMG, KhAI SIM!!!! You're really digging you own grave!! Now go study Sejarah! Shoo Shoo!

New look

Haha, not me! My Blog!

Yea, simple and plain. Just the way I like it in everything. =)

By the way, i have deleted like 30 over entries. No worries, all of those are just plain craps. I could not believe I have wrote so many nonsense. Woah. Oh well, they are gone... but, MORE to come! HAHAHAHA!

Blablabla... and I made sure I deleted enough entries to make this the 65th entry!!! xD

So... Happy 65th entry, my little bloggie! Hohoho.

Anyway, the only thing I read for Sejarah is only this, "sistem ahli". Yeap, only these 2 words. That's all. Full stop. I don't know how to study la. Ish. So sien man, the only way to do well in Sejarah is to memorise the whole book... How are we going to do that, tell me, how? Shallow the book?

By the way, I wanted to ask for a favour. Anyone of you could help me to design a banner, please? I really want a customized one, just that I'm such a sucker in web designing as well as using Adobe. Pretty please??? Anyone? I shall await for your good news. =D

Dum Dum Dum~

Was chatting with Dinesh and...

(10:19 PM) diNEsh -mr hot-:
HAHAHAH
omg i just accidentally sent this message to my mom!
(10:20 PM) *help - [sim] -:
which
(10:20 PM) diNEsh -mr hot-:
it was supposed to be for justin
(10:20 PM) *help - [sim] -:
which
(10:20 PM) diNEsh -mr hot-:
HEY bitch stop studying and come online i need some racist jokes
OMG OMG
(10:21 PM) *help - [sim] -:
LOL
HAHAHAHA
can i like post tat on my blog


Deng!

No worries, he wormed his way out of trouble. Thanks to Khai Sim, who saved the day, once again... though I don't know what part I actually played in that scene... uh, except blog about it. Gah, oh well... 4 more days of exams. How fun!

and yes, I'm being sarcastic again. You people never seems to handle the art of sarcasm.

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Okay, okay, I'm joking. Don't have to rampage, you've just spilled your milk. And I know I'm random, thank you very much.

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Prefects' camp is postponed. Hoorah hoorah. I have been looking for it, so excited for it, too excited till I went so far and packed already you know! Okay, I was exaggerating about packing already. Speaking of exaggerating, sob, Ben said I do that alot and it's annoying, is it? Is it?

Sigh. I am annoying.

That's bad.

Okay, back to the original topic. Plenty of stuffs to do after exams. Can't wait. xD I must control my expenditure la, sigh, which mostly are used on food. -_-" Going to 1U like half of my holidays. Damn!

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I love Blogger!!! Now it's programmed to save our drafts! It saved this whole entry automatically when my computer suddenly hanged just now! Hohoho! All energy saved. Am I glad or what for using blogspot?? xD

By the way, I got A1 for Accounts, wheee~ and without practicing. Lalala~ Must practice next time though, got deducted quite some marks...

Okay la, it's quite late now... and my eyes are sore... Must try to at least study something in the morning!!! Taylor's thing? Oh well, I called them, guess what? Some really friendly fella came to attend to me by closing the receiver on me when he doesn't know how to answer me. Idiot. Friendly, yes, I do mean friendly... *note the sarcasm please*

Before I leave, Subang Jaya run and Mt Kinabalu anyone? Please leave a message. I would love to have one or a couple or maybe few friends to accompany me to that expedition. It will be fun, I guess. Tiring, but worth it, I'm sure.

Alright. God bless!

I take it back!

Okay! I am taking it back! NOhohoho, I'm not saying to that one HIM, he deserved to be treated badly by me. So what if I'm mean? I do not care! Evil EVil!

I use some chicken intestines and start slapping him then he know. Whoops, the poor chicken does not deserved to be treated like that, so I shall use his own smelly socks then! Useless, to think I actually felt sorry for being mean. He only said a word of concern, which twisted into something mean again... GAH!

Fine. Chill... Khai Sim. Chill.

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Anyway, proper update after exams yea. I know it's kinda a bore to read what I rant about everyday. Even during chatting through MSN and SMS, I know all I could talk about are exams, studies, scholarship. Asking HOW? HOW? HOW? while lazing around not studying...

Oh well, what to do? It's the demon of the examinations working his magic, causing me to start being annoying and angry and emo, losing my sense of humour. BLAH! The hardest paper for now that is waiting to be done is Sejarah 2. Taa daa~ the terror! AHHHHHHHH! Run Study for your life!!! Or your beloved friendly teacher will become uh... UN-friendly. It's a nightmare. But, do you think I could bring myself to? It's a torture to sit still la!

So how?

There! I'm doing it again... -__-""

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I promise you proper entries filled with proper details with proper events and hopefully proper photos, wait! This, I cannot promis, since the photos we took normally consists of improper poses. Oh well, I know you enjoy browsing through them~ Lalala.

Hmmmm... 24th is the end! Wheeeee~ I shall go to Yin Yee's room and raid her books! Woo Hoo! Than, run and run and basketball till I go mad. xD Then, 25th - Teachers' Day celebration. Deng! After that, CF and I am going for Taekwondo training eventhough it's already holiday. Oh well, so I could do well in my Taekwondo pattern tournament, and hopefully, get myself a medal. =D

29th - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! ***

The rest of the holidays probably will be filled with sports, going out for movies and trying to catch up in my studies (I HOPE!).

Note *** : Will be explained below.

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I am so stupid!!!!!!!! I received a sms from the Taylor's college and was told that I am accepted to their One Day in College programme!

YES! I got in!

Guess what? I clicked it too fast and accidentally deleted it before I could finish reading. I am so dumb! Oh My Gawd! I could strangle myself! ARGHHHHHH!

How now? I couldn't reserve a seat and I dunno what to do. I shall then phone the main campus tomorrow morning gua? Hopefully it helps. I really wanted to go...

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[Edited version]
Well... my concept of a proper entry is anything besides ranting and complaining, which I have been doing for the past 2, 3 weeks. Terrible.

*prayed*

barely alive

*crawls towards keyboard...*

*starts pressing the keys will bloody fingers*

*logged on to blogger.....*

Hi. Today was horrible. I got my wrist slitted by Add Maths first and then stabbed in the back by Physics after that. This sucked. I hope it's really not forecast. It's really unfair to tell us only a day before exams. At least inform us like, a month? Gah. Nevermind!

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It's raining and I can't go to Yin Yee's house.... Boo Hoo.

dreaming, not studying

Anyone wants to join me to Mount Kinabalu for a 2 days climb???

I'm planning to go after SPM, so you probably have a long time to consider.

Meanwhile, I will be focusing on Subang Jaya Run on 1st of July then!

and... EXAMS!

Toodles~

perhaps...

I know that I disappointed quite a number of people who are close to me, or at least, used to be. I dunno what actually got into me lately, perhaps it's the exams that drove me mad. But, I know it's still my fault. And, I'm really really terribly sorry.

I really am. =(

Anyway, I need a new change. I can't continue to be so irresponsible and mean anymore. Maybe you, like some of my friends, would assured that I am okay. But, the truth is, I am not. I am such a horrible person towards him who always come into my defence when anyone is wrong towards me. He helped me alot. He would always be there when I'm depressed, but I rarely show my appreciation to them.

My life is a mess now. Only I myself can clear the whole thing up and start anew. I should not continue with this attitude to those who are nice to me. I am sorry. I know I'm mean towards every guy, I know I am. I'm so sorry.

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I'm considering on clearing this whole blog and am going to start it all over again. After this term. After this term.

Fear not, the blog site remains. Hahaha, cause it's my name. I like my name. xD

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Or should I keep this whole thing just the way it is?

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OH! Today's such a nightmare. While I was doing my Accounts paper, there's this noise. Croakings. From a(many) frog(s). ARGHHHHH! It's soooo freaking noisyyyy. The sound travelled all the way from the Taman Leo to our class. I was so pissed that I start stabing my calculator. Argh. So noisy!!

And nevermind. The good-for-nothing midgets were so damn noisy when we were doing our Malay paper. I tore/ crumpled like 3 to 4 pieces of papers, which wasted my 1 hour... Holy Cow! And YES! I'm talking about the afternoon sessioners! Ohhhh, my poor earss!!!!!! I can still imagine the croakings and the screams from those little kids like they are in a themepark. *smacks head*

Tomorrow's Physics and Add Maths. *says a silent prayer*

elephantitis, when disgusted is better than not knowing

As I was pouring through Ashton's Biology reference books while he and Adeline were testing each other on that subject in the library on Friday, I came across this subject "elephantitis".

Apparently, you guys will be able to come through this while studying Biology in Form 5.

Image on subject : Elephantitis



OWH! *close eyes*

Now, your horror had just begun, Elephantitis, apparently could spread through mosquitoes' bites!!! AHHHHHHH! Take Antibiotics! It cures Elephantitis!

Because we do not want to look like Dumbo.

concentrateeeeeee

PLEASE, concentrateee!

I need maximum concentration larh! It's 3am, and I'm planning not to sleep tonight! Yea, to complete Accounts! Saddening, I'm still stucked to the computer screen. ISH! I'm such a loser.

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I need to concentrate without thinking of him too!!! ISH!

It's like....

I'm doing Accounts, suddenly a bubble of his image came along...
GO AWAY! *swaps bubble*
*bubble bounce around with his image taunting me*
GO AWAY!
*more bubbles with his face plastered came along*
OH NO! *take compass and starts poking the bubbles*
*Bubbles bob even more vigorously*
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I NEED TO CON-CEN-TERRRR-RATEEEEEE!!!!

Ish.

Love is so irritating!

the future

is in our hands...

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AND i'm NOT doing anything about it.... YET!!!

Oh no..... Imma have to stop procrastinating! STOP IT KHAI SIM! STOP IT! GO AND STUDY!!!

Anywayyy, I have no idea WHY in the world they are using mid-terms as the forecast. GAH~

WHY?

I checked the websites, I do not understand why they mentioned SPM results, and not school's exams forecast and anything close to that. Can anyone of you DJ graduate explain to me???

I am in need for a lesson on Chemistry with Ching FAY!!! Smart girl. TEACH me LA YOU!

BOO HOO! After this exam, I will start training on my speed when I write. I'm too slow, thus making me lack of time to complete my papers! Seriously! Oh Gawd...... Oh, and after this term exam, I will go invade Yin Yee's room! GAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!! And, OH! Prefects' camp! HOHOHO!

Aiya... I play o2Jam for awhile la. Awhile doesn't matters la...

OH NO....... NOT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Go STUDY!!!!

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Okay.

After dinner first la...

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Benjamin See is evillllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!

*throws smelly rotten egg at Benjamin*

Peperiksaaaannnnnnnn

Exams, in a different language.

KAO SHIIIII!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

This is war, I tell you, this is WAR!

*perangggg!!! PIANG PIANG! BANGGGG! WHAM! BOOM!*

and I wanna be at the victory side! HOHOHO!

soooooooooooooooooooo.......

study la. BYE!

- 30 minutes later -

WHat am I doing here?
Blogging.
I thought I'm suppose to be studying?
You are.
OH! I forgot. My ass' stuck! I couldn't go study. So I shall just stay here playing o2Jam!
Up to you.... *conscience left the building*

Na-na-na-na-nahhhh~~~

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Tomorrow's Chemistry!

Siao paper.

GAH!

OmGeeee

WTF! KHAI SIM! GO STUDYYYYYY!

WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING HERE?

YOU HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED STUDYING? YOU THINK YOU GENIUS IS IT? NO NEED TO STUDY IS IT?

STOP PLAYING LA, OH MY GOODNESS! GAMES CAN WAIT LA! EXAMS IS IN 3 MORE DAYS! WOIIIII

STUDY WEIH!

WHERE ARE YOU GOING???????????

*khai sim walks out for basketball*

May 1st

Woke up around 7.50am and had Yinnie waiting for me outside my house. Heh, sorrryyyy Yin!!!
Anyway, Yin Yee had an entry posted about the morning on May 1st, and I'm just too lazy to blog. So, you could just go to her site to read what she wrote.

Click HERE to proceed to her site.

I couldn't have blog it better. xD

MAlas JTKS. xD

but I shall post up some photos I took. xD Just be patient la, ok?

[Edit]

OKAY! here are someee of the photos taken that morning...

Jack dreaming of X----! HAHAHAHAHA!

Yuck! Sisa-sisa lunch Jack... He spent a freaking RM10++ for this nasi lemak!! Money suckers...

KTS (yes, we share same alphabeths in out initial) and 1/2 Ben

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OWH MAN! exams' Next Week!

and I haven't even finish my project. let alone started studying! MAMA!